Patience is a Virtue
As I sit here listening to Damien Rice's Cannonball, I have the perfect balance of saddness and hope.".....there’s still a little bit of your song in my ear, there’s still a little bit of your words i long to hear you step a little closer to me so close that i can't see what's going on
Stones taught me to fly, love it taught me to lie, life taught me to die
Stones taught me to fly, love it taught me to lie, life taught me to die
so it's not hard to fall when you float like a cannonball....stones taught me to fly, love taught me to cry, so come on courage, teach me to be shy...."
I can't even pin-point why this song makes me feel and think about so many things. This is definitely one of those songs that would be on my soundtrack at the crucial moment where the lead girl character, Me, would be going through some terribly trivial, life-transitioning moment. I'm not exactly going through something like that right now, but my heart is heavy with many emotions. I really hate it when things and people, and relationships begin to change in my life. While I am easily adaptable to change, it never gets easier, if anything I think the older you get it just gets worse. Sometimes I just wish that God would let me in on the tiniest glimpse of whats to come in my future, just to put me at ease that he's got me right where He wants me in His plan, and that soon enough I will begin to see why things were/are the way that they are.
Since I know that isnt possible, I am going to have to work on that fruit of the spirit that I has taken my heart captive for many years now it would seem, Patience, which is tagged along by Hope, and Contentment. I will never be able to fully grasp these things, I feel like the Lord will continue to grow me in these for the duration of my life. I long to be a lady of Virtue,and patience has to be a part of that.

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